Anyone who truely knows me knows how I am a sensitive person. I'm not a whiner really at all and there is alot that I can take. But when the cap FLIES off of me, it really does fly off.

I've been teetering on the breaking point lately.

I'm tired of defending who I am, but being the sensitive person I have been my whole life, I can't exactly TURN off how other people make me feel.

I don't beleive in abusing friends.

I don't believe in forcing your thoughts or opinions onto someone else.

I don't believe in contradicting everything someone else says, just so I can "shut them up". (FYI: shutting people up is not right or nice and if you're a friend you wouldn't do such a thing. And!!!! AND I believe IF it is nessesary to "shut someone up" it better be for a good reason. Because being "shut up" really fucking hurts. Have a heart. 

I only complain when I've had my fill of the subject at hand.

I'm not perfect and I've never claimed to have been.

Never say, "that's life" or "that's just the way it goes" to someone. Why don't you just say "Fuck you, your views mean nothing and sit and shut up about it!" At least it's more direct.

I was raised to be a nice person. Even when people are complete unloving, uncaring assholes to me I am nice to them, to a point. And that point is where I am now.

So I have a decision to make I guess.

Do I learn to completely ignore the people who are mean fuckers to me or do i just silently cut them out of my life and go on?

It's really a shame because I used to be good friends with these people. Now it simply hurts to be around them. They're not the easiest people to talk to and I am not sure if coming clean to them would even work.

Mostly because I have no idea what I did wrong to them.